Wade's Bday is Today

well today is my baby boys 6th bday... Gosh it only seems like yesterday me and my hubby was trying to decide on the name, poor baby didnt have a first name until they was rolling me down to the OR... he is really growing up so fast

we had him a itty bitty party on the 20th, we didnt invite nobody due to my dad just gettin out of the hospital so we kept it short and sweet... and that is one thing i can give my son, he didnt care a bit that is was so small..

this evening we are going to my moms to open her few presents up then we come home and tomorrow we will open ours then the next day SANTA comes, even though i have threaten my son santa wouldnt be stoppin at our house.... it didnt phase him any...

but a small update on my dad, tomorrow is his last radaition treatments.... then he has 3 more rounds of chemo... he has lost SOOOOOOO Much weight the radaition is really starting to " burn" him but only 1 more of those.... his hair is starting to fall out.... he is getting very emotional but hey we are almost there!!!!! then maybe get his gall bladder out and he will be home free!!!! yeah.....

i think when he gets done with all this and comes out of it with flying colors... he is going to know excatly who brought him thru this.... GOD!

Update

well, they checked my dad into the hospital today, he was ready to, usually he will put a fight up and REFUSE to go, but he was ready, he is really bad dehydrated... so he may just have to stay this one night maybe 2 or knows..he has been getting really really sick with the chemo he throws up quite a bit, and if you could see him he cant afford to be throwing up that much, bless his heart... but please please keep him in your prayers, at home, on the go, at church, pass his name along to family and friends have them be praying... dad needs at least some of his strength back... cause i know eventually he will have it all back... i know you proably dont like hearing all about my dad on these but i write about what i dear the most... well okay most of the time, sometimes it is just to "VENT" but you catch my drift.. thank you once again..

Why Do I Bother?

why do i bother to have one of these blogs? i can't keep up with them. either that or i just have a rather BORING life and have nothing to write about. and that is probaly the right answer.!

well my dad has started his first rounds of chemo, and they are making him very naseau, weak, tired.. the radiation makes him tired but nothing like this chemo.. but he is off till the 22nd...then he goes in for 2nd round... dont you know he is going to be feeling bad for christmas?

bless his heart.. my sons bday is the 23rd, but i guess we will do it on the 20th and give dad the chance to come... my son said i dont wont papa to come all he will do is throw up.. which he dont understand ... but i tried to explain to him that the medcine makes him to it, it aint just pa pa doing it...

but moving on, we took my son and my nephew to look at lights and go see the inflatables, well my hubby, was in one of those "MEN" moods, and it was the most misderable trip ever( now i know why we dont go anywhere) the boys couldnt talk, barely could breathe... and it was so sad here they was all excited looking and they would whisper " awe look at that" "oh wow" now that is pitiful!! is my hubby the only one that ever has these MOODS! he took us to braums, and he stayed in the car cause he needed ALONE TIME! oh my gosh! is this pitiful or what.!

anyway.. you are welcomed to leave comments.. keep my dad in your prayers!